Today is Valentine's Day. Pretty excited and nervous about it. I am actually spending it with someone that I really love and I though I show him love every time I see him I want to it to be a little more special this time. I have been running around since yesterday to make sure I had everything I needed so that he would be content upon his arrival. I called ahead for sushi from my favorite spot so I wouldn't have to wait and make it home in plenty of time to prepare. I have a really cute card and wrote from my heart in it. I know he loves me as well so the extra effort and time is more than worth it.
I really didn't want to have the "V-Day sucks" attitude that I normally have each year. I usually have felt that way even when i was with someone. I guess I usually don't feel loved throughout the year so on the day when even the worst guy shows his girl love...and I wasn't getting any...made me a little bitter. Bitter is for losers and I am a winner! lol So none of that this year. It doesn't matter if some guy shows me love or not. I love myself and God loves me so I am more than good. :-)
I smiled today and said hello as planned. It is really becoming a natural thing for me and I am doing it more instinctively now. There really are benefits to doing it. I challenge everyone who reads this to try it right now! lol I did fight a moment of negative thinking but I crushed it immediately and moved on. No tears today!!! That is always a good thing. Tomorrow I plan to stay positive and hopefully be running off of a high from tonight. :-)
Day 8 down...357 more to go!
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